Excerpt From Beneath the Velvet Blue Moon
BENEATH THE VELVET BLUE MOON
One beautiful summer's night in early August, Michael and I walked along the
lake holding hands. We stopped by the rail where my father and I had made
our wishes when I was a child. A gentle breeze ruffled his hair as he smiled
down at me. I smiled back at him. He drew me close and covered my mouth
with his. Then he turned to look at the full moon.
"Look, Nadine, it's a Blue Moon."
"My father told me that anything you wished for under a Blue Moon always
came true," I said.
"Always?" he asked with the mischievous little smile I found adorable.
"That's what he said."
"Then let's make wishes." His eyes were like emeralds, twinkling in the
moonlight.
We closed our eyes and made wishes. I wished to be with Michael forever.
Since you couldn't tell anyone your wish or it wouldn't come true, I didn't
know what he'd wished for, but by the look on his face I had a pretty good
idea.
"Promise, Nadine…promise me on that Blue Moon that you'll meet me here
next year."
"I promise," I said.
Then, under that magnificent moon, we sealed our pledge to meet with a kiss.
If I could have put that moment into a bottle and saved it forever, I would
have. I had been granted my childhood wish. My handsome prince stood there
before me. And no matter what, I knew with all my heart I would always love
Michael.
We swapped telephone numbers. I'd keyed his into my cell phone. We'd stay
in touch while we both went back to school. And perhaps, if time permitted,
get together during the holidays.
That night of promise turned out to be the last night we'd spend together. The
next morning, my grandmother called my mother with terrible news. My
grandfather had been rushed to the hospital. He'd had a heart attack. I'd
hastily said goodbye to Michael. The tears in my eyes were for Michael, but
my concern was for my grandfather.
We drove directly to the airport and booked a flight to Arizona. From the
airport, we went straight to the hospital. My grandfather was already in the
operating room when we got there. We found my grandmother sitting in the
waiting room, her eyes red and swollen from crying. My mother tried to
comfort her, but ended up adding her own tears to the mix. It took another
two hours before the doctor came to speak with us.
"Mrs. Carlson, if he gets through the night, he's going to be all right."
A collective sigh of relief could be heard after he gave us this prognosis. He
then proceeded to explain what he'd done in the operating room. My
grandfather was a feisty old man. Even though Grandpa wasn't out of the
woods just yet, we were given hope. I knew that if anyone was going to pull
through a quadruple bypass it would be him. We were allowed to peek in on
him before we all went to my grandparent's place to spend the night.
The following morning we returned to the hospital to see him. He was fully
awake and though his voice was dry and gravelly, he managed to bark orders
to the nurses. Though his skin still bore a gray cast, we knew he was on the
mend. And that's what counted.
My parents and I remained in Arizona with my grandmother until my
grandfather was able to go home. It wasn't long before he was his usual
cantankerous self. He was very political and extremely opinionated. He was
forever writing scorching letters to the local newspapers. I guess, no one
ever told him it could be dangerous to discuss politics. To tell the truth, when
my grandmother had told my mother that Grandpa was in the hospital, I
actually thought that somebody had shot him.
We returned to New York in time for the beginning of the new semester.
That's about the time I realized I couldn't find my cell phone. For me it was a
category five disaster. It contained every important telephone
number-including Michael's.
My father found me in my room ransacking all my bags, dumping everything
out, as I frantically searched for my phone.
"What's going on, Nadine? This place looks like it was hit by a bomb," he said.
I must've had a panic-stricken expression on my face when I looked up
because his demeanor changed quickly to one of concern.
"What's wrong, honey?"
The pent up tears began to stream down my cheeks. "I think I lost my cell
phone."
"Don't worry. I'll call the carrier and discontinue your service. We'll get you
another phone."
"You don't understand…" I whined as more tears welled in my eyes.
"Honey, we'll replace it. Losing your cell phone should be the worst thing that
ever happens to you."
"It is."
"You're right, I don't understand," he said running his fingers through his hair.
"It was my phone book. Michael's number was in it. And now it's gone…"
As if a curtain of uncertainty had just lifted from his eyes, my father took me
in his arms and held me as I sobbed on his shoulder. I could tell we were both
on the same page now.
"Sweetheart, he'll find a way to get in touch with you."
My father contacted the carrier and let them know I'd lost my phone. I
purchased another a few days later. I thought about what my father said. If
Michael was going to find a way to contact me, he'd have to be very creative.
I now had a new cell phone number and hadn't given him my home number,
which is unlisted. My parents didn't want a ton of calls from students.
I tried to get in touch with Michael, but hit a dead end. I was beside myself.
How do you meet the man of your dreams only to lose him? The last resort
would have to be the summer. Would Michael still keep his promise and
come? I never got the chance to find out.